just got back from a long weekend

i went to the cities this weekend for my aunts wedding. overall, it was great. it was nice to see everyone. we had a good time. i don't think anyone got too stressed out. it was interesting have the two different families there, sherri's and david's. we all sort of met for the first time and then had to spend like 36 hours with them. almost straight. but it worked out. by the time the reception rolled around, we formed our own little group.

whilst in the cities i got to stay with min. it was great. i got to see her 4 days in a row. that hasn't happened since probably christmas break a couple of years ago, or possibly high school. either way, i had fun. she's just easy to be with. easy to be myself with. we ended up going to a movie with her sister sue. we saw 500 Days of Summer. which was fantastic. sort of exactly what expected, because as the movie poster reads.."this is not a love story. it is a story about love." i'll leave the trailer here if you'd like to take a peek:

it was just quirky and funny. and i wish i dressed like the main female character. so awesome! in conjunction with the movie, the female lead (real name Zooey) got to put one of her songs on the soundtrack. she's in a band called She and Him. and they actually made a music video for it with the male lead, Joseph-Gordon Levitt. its so cute. they dance. like really dance. haha. enjoy...

this headline made me cringe

"Robert Pattinson Shower Curtain Appeals to Twilight Star's Female Fans"

i mean...really? do we need a shower curtain with his face on it? n-o.

yes, i'm sorry i haven't posted. as i stated to sam 2 today, there are about 2 people who actually read this blog. and i've thought about posting stuff about a billion times, but then i never get there.

schools back. with it all the stress. sort of. i don't think this semester is going to be all that bad. i'm just not used to nightly homework. in italy when i had homework 1. it was easy and 2. i didn't have a job. i had tons of time to do it, so then i always had a few hours at night to do whatever i wanted. but now i don't know if its going to be that way. i'm just so ready for school to be over. over. over. haha.

and i applied for a job. which i will never get. but it sort of got me to relook at my resume, which i think is a good thing. its for HBO in New York, NY. and perfect. ugh.

okay. that's all. oh...and this:

seriously?

i just saw a version of this commercial on tv and it said this was "perfectly in style!" um...no.

Movie Review: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

here's the bottom line: if you've read the book, this one might be a let down. if not...hurray! haha. it seems to me that the plot makes sense and things look pretty cool, so if you don't mind certain parts being changed/not in there, its a thumbs up. here's what i liked:

1. ron (aka won-won). rupert grint is hilarious. he does a great job. he will make you laugh either at his girl problems, his girl problems, or his...uh, girl problems. there's other stuff too. no worries.
2. dumbledore's semi-affectionate nature. the movie dumbledore is way different from the book one. he's a bit more fierce. a bit more bold. there haven't really been many harry and professor one on one pep talks. there was a bit more of a connection between the two of them in this one.
   
3. lavendar brown. whoever played her was fabulous. she knew she could get away with over-the-top and sold it.
4. cinematography. this movie looked cool. in the same arena, i give props to the visual effects people and production design. i think it was almost a character in and of itself.
5. we saw more of london.

on the list of negatives i have this to say: where was the quiddich cup? why can't ron and herminone (or the film) at least acknowledge their decision to be together? why did snape have to look like an even bigger jerk that he's already made out to be? (SPOILER) what was with the weasley's house being on fire? where did neville's lines go? - he always makes me laugh. and what...what, what, what was with the ending?

hopefully i haven't ruined this for those yet to see it. haha. i promise i really did like it. and like i said, if you didn't know what was missing, i'm sure it was fantastic. i'd say possibly the best potter film yet. now, here's something new, i figure maybe we can get some conversation going on this blog instead of it being a one way communication..

sound off: if you've seen the movie...what did you think? what are you hoping for the next film? what did you think they should have included in the movie that wasn't in the book? and if you don't care about any of this...find the nearest book, open it to the 53rd page, find the 7th sentence and post it in a comment. should be interesting.

not working on my paper

Blogger just told me that this is the second time i have titled a post as such. hahahaha. oh goodness. papers are just to difficult to get started. its like once you starting writing it...you're fine. but working up to it, get the info, researching, working on an outline = UGH. so i don't think i'm going to do any of it today. lol. my paper is not due for nine days. my other excuse is that the library is not open today. oh and if you wanted to know...i'm writing on The Maltese Falcon by Dashell Hammett, which you should all read. he's an excellent writer. i can tell now that he was pretty groundbreaking at the time too (1929).

went with Sam 1 to see Tony sing is La Crosse last night. it was fun. me and her. and Peaberry's - that's the coffeehouse he was playing at - is totally awesome. you can make your own sandwich, they have pizza, tons of good homemade stuff, and a whole wine bar sort of feel. i got two bottles of wine. we'll see what happens with them, mostly, i bought them because they look cool. haha. but they do. and i like it.

there are 5 or 6 weeks left of summer. i think that's totally unfair. and crazy. honestly. haha. well, i guess its not so bad though. only a year left of school. and only 12 credits a semester. i think it won't be that bad. i went browsing around online for jobs again today. scurry. i've been checking out places like NBC Universal and such, just because i think it would be cool to have a job there. at this point though, the best fit, from the little i know, feels like Penguin books still. but again, i have a year. i was talking to my mom yesterday about stuff like this and finally asked her, "is it driving you insane that the things we are talking about aren't going to happen for a year?" and she said, "yes." haha. so i stopped.

got a new cd yesterday too. The Bravery's self-titled debut. i have their second cd and its fantastic, so i'm hoping this one will be just as good. i think i'm gonna go...i'm in the mood to get out of the house, so we'll see where that takes me. have a fantastic weekend everyone!

oh. my.

Netflix told me i have rated 749 movies. that seems almost impossible.

if you need further explanation, Netflix gives you movie suggestions based on the ratings you give them. so i've rated movies i have seen, in order to get suggestions for movies i like. and evidently i've seen 749 movies in my life. whoa.

weekend roundup

busy weekend. it was fun. sam 2 hosted a bbq at this sort of campground place and lots of people came. people from work. people from new ulm. people i didn't really know, but it was good all the same. after that we ended up going to La Crosse and seeing Star Trek for the 2nd time. its seeming to be sam 2's favorite movie of 2009. or possibly almost ever? i'm not quite sure. but it is very good. then we went and watched the fireworks. they were pretty cool. however, there were a lot of people. i haven't been surrounded by that many people in a long time. especially american high schoolers. so that was sort of strange to experience again. semi-annoying. haha. i had to listen to horrible comments from girls next to me like, "oh yeah...she has a cute body, but a pregnant face." i mean...come on.

the whole situation sort of made me think about things though. i spent a good part of the rest of the night thinking about my own high school experience. my friends. what happened. how it happened. i think the biggest thing i always say about the difference between high school and college life is that, for the most part, i really have no drama. we are making live-changing decisions here, but for some reason, those sorts of decisions seemed so much more magnified in my high school days.

i mean, i cried during my high school years, way, way, way more than i do now. which, i don't mind. but i sort of wonder, was it all of those crazy, emotional experiences that bonded me, megan, and kitty so solidly? and if so, now that i don't really have those, are my friendships now not as deep? i guess i sort of wonder if i'm living life on the surface. just floating along. nothing new and exciting is really ever happening. like, when people ask me "what's new?" i never really have an answer. its always like, work, school, the norm. or does that mean, that i'm just at a comfortable place in my life? its possible that this lull is just strange to me after going through three and half months of all new experiences.

all of these neuroses are coming from this really insecure place inside of me. and for those of you who truly know me...you would know that i want everyone to like me. really like me. in the sense that i want them to never say a bad thing about me. which is basically impossible, because although i may feel valid in my actions, i doubt they are always right. that they always are the best choice for my friends. and i mean, i can cast it off. i can say that i don't care what someone thinks about me. and that's true about 1% of the time. i can actually throw a person's opinion of me out the window...i think i've done once or twice in my life. but the other 99% of the time i am struggling really hard to be someone likable. so when i screw up and say something stupid, everything sort of starts snowballing. into a post like this. lol. can you imagine all the crap that was running through my mind last night? haha.

i guess what i'm trying to say is this...i am trying to have faith. i am trying to be the best person, the best sort of friend that i can be. i would like to ask that you guys, will in turn, have faith in me, and let me screw up sometimes. like 10 times. lol.

ugh. enough with the emotional baggage. back to The Maltese Falcon.