Isn't It Nice to Know That the Lining is Silver

alright, so about that 12 page story i have to have done by Tuesday...its not going so well. its now the weekend and i'm stuck. or more like procrastinating. but really...its saturday. please let it be okay that i'm not working on it. lol.

in other news...i told a boy that i like him. and i know, there's like 3 or less of you who actually read this, so you probably know who he is. but it was really kind of horrible. the actual event of it. i'm not the kind of person that just does those things...so my stomach was all tied up in little knots. i kept unbuttoning and rebuttoning the bottom button of my vest. things seemed to go well though. for the most part. and i doubt anything is going to come of it.

the weird thing to me is, i'm actually fairly upset that nothing is going to happen. and i didn't think i like him a ton. i mean, i knew i liked him...but not like i needed him to be my boyfriend this minute kind of thing. so here's my theory...although i like him, and would like it if he were my boyfriend, its just hard to take that i won't be getting a boyfriend period. like that i won't be getting anyone at all. right now. does that make sense? just kind of let down that i will continue to be alone. that's probably how i'd put it.

depressing right? lol. i think i just thought that since i was the one taking action that somehow things would come out in my favor. but that is not always how life works.

okay, i'm off to not write my story or do any sort of homework at all.

You'll Say Hello Forever...

here's something i feel relates to the last day of my life...

"if nothing changed, there'd be no butterflies." - anonymous

i've had a lot of butterflies lately. for all kinds of reasons.

p.s. it will be the weekend in less than 24 hours. yipee.

Procrastination is the Name of the Game

i'm just beginning to write my 12 page story that's due next Tuesday. i should have started like 2 weeks ago. but no...i didn't.

and now i'm sitting on here typing. ugh.

i made this gross frozen pasta salad thing today and now the whole apartment reeks. its horrible. gross. ugh.

okay...i need to type before my left hand starts begging me to stop. at this rate i need to have 3 pages a day done until Saturday, so i can edit it over the weekend. i think that sounds like a good idea...don't you?

Overheard in Kryzko at 11:21 a.m.

here's my own recent easedropping...

guy #1: "Man, I love going to this school."
(all three guys smirk or laugh under their breath)
guy #1: "It's funny...because all of you knew exactly why I said that too."
guy #2: "Yes, yes we did."
guy #1: "It's like my birthday, everyday."

and what i have to say to that is...pigs. i'm sitting like 2 feet away from them, its not like i don't know they are super excited because they are the only three guys sitting in the midst of a room full of chicks. and the way the said it...seriously?

i almost, almost, almost turned and looked at them directly, but then i couldn't do it. haha. they need to grow up. ridiculous.

Throw Me a Life-Raft...

i'm drowning in a sea of embarassment. my morning at work started off in this manner...

Alberta, HR director (my "big" boss as i call her, because she is the boss of my boss) walks into my office and says hello in a very cheery manner. she then goes on to say that she's waiting for Nicole (another HR employee) to come in because they had something to ask me. gulp. right? i'm thinking...oh crap. what did i do?

so Nicole walks in and they both stand there looking at each other then looking at me awkwardly. that is, until Alberta says, "So, do you want a boyfriend?"

"(insert me sputtering some nonsense until my strangled trying-not-to-sound-desperate-voice says) um...no?"

i mean, what was i supposed to say, "yes." haha. i know...i should have. so then Alberta asks "Oh, so you have a boyfriend?"

and then i feel lame answering, "no."

so then both of them smile at each other and go on to say that they think this guy who came into the bank yesterday, who works at the Tech college in their Training Dept. would be a good fit for me. and they wanted to see what i thought of him. lol.

yesterday when i met him...i can't even remember his name now, i thought he was cute. he also looked like he was in his mid to late twenties. which, i have nothing against, but my mind finds it highly unlikely that someone that age would want to go out with me. turns out i was wrong about his age...he's 22. so i told them that if he happened to be back in the bank, i would talk to him, but i would not be set up with him. and evidently we (Alberta, Nicole, and i) were on the same wave-link. Alberta said that he'll be coming back to meet with them next week...

haha. amusing.

My Teacher Told Me So

although Advertising is not my favorite class, i do like some of the commercials we're viewing. here's one i thought i'd share. its just so different. plus i love the song. i can't remember who its by...but i know its on my itunes.

Favorite "Overheard Everywhere"

i have a link to this site below. its of real things people all over the country have said, that stranger come and post on the site. hence the name "Overheard Everywhere." here's one of my favorites. probably because i'm an english major...

Another Tragic Incidence of the Blonde Leading the Blonde

Ditz #1: ...and then I was like, "Why did I fail spring semester, sir?" and then he was like, "You asked me if The Odyssey was an actual event, and stated that it was in every one of your papers on the subject, even after I told you it wasn't."
Ditz #2: Wait, it wasn't?

...hiding at the bottom of your swimming pool this September.

if you haven't noticed yet, most of my "titles" are lyrics to songs. kudos to you if you end up figuring out which songs for which posts.

today i feel...kind of alone. for the first time in a while. i'm not really sure what the deal is. i'm tired. my roommates are at odds, and i feel somewhat torn. i just don't like seeing people hurt. so that kind stinks. plus, i guess i kind of feel out of sorts with my friends. just one of those days where you feel like no one gets you. i think that's understandable. and it will pass.

so the CW is back. which is great for the gals for C405. well...mostly me and Sam (that would be Stenemen or #1, whichever you prefer). we watched Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill last night - both fabulous, and then 90210 tonight. yes, i know what you are thinking. 90210? come, on Hayley. and i agree. the acting was alright. not the best. the plot is pretty basic, and its been done. but there is a draw to the show that i think you might agree with. his name is Ryan Eggold and he is fantastic. he's one of the high school teacher's on the show. his character is very Jim-esk. its great. and he used to be on Dirt...which is kinda cool.

in other events, season 4 of the The Office came out today. i'm pumped. i'm thinking the special features are going to be uber awesome. i can't wait.

and here's something else i can't wait for. looks intense. woot.